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[25 Sep 2007|06:30pm] |
I'm just really sad. I don't even know how to explain it.
I'm buying a house. It's kind of a big deal, but I'm not even excited about it. I wish I was.
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[30 Dec 2006|12:00pm] |
I have gastroentraitis AND bronchitis. I feel like I'm dying every time I throw up.
And...
I miss Seattle.
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[17 Nov 2006|02:43pm] |
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Well, it's official. I got transferred within the bank to another USBank and I move on December 6th. I start my new job on December 13th. Wish me luck!
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[13 Nov 2006|12:03am] |
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My surgery went okay. Actually, it wasn't okay, but it's okay now. In 2 weeks, I will find out if my cells were cancerous. Then it's my birthday and then I'll be gone. Gone gone gone..
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[06 Nov 2006|09:05am] |
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I'm so sick that I feel like I'm dying. Laying here in my bed... I've called in to work for the last 2 days. Sat, I went in for a little bit, but they sent me home... I should call in today too, but I need the hours. UGH. I took a lot of that Tylenol Peppermint stuff and it knocked me out in a hurry last night. I need to get better because my surgery is on Thursday :( Boo.
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[31 Oct 2006|09:01pm] |
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Are you KIDDING me?!
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[30 Oct 2006|10:41pm] |
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Some people never find love. Nice try getting into my head.. didn't work.
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[30 Oct 2006|05:40pm] |
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Another Halloween weekend has come and gone... It was pretty uneventful for me. I went over to Tasha and Monica's party dateless, drank way too much and got him on by a Mr. Clean lookalike. I cannot wait to get out of this state and feel like I'm actually doing something with my life.
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[29 Sep 2006|04:53pm] |
Things have been very crazy around Bell household lately. I think the first thing that I need to do is thank Melissa for being there for me for the past few months because I know my late night phone calls haven't exactly been pleasant. So anyways, here is what has been going on...
I'm sure that when you all read my status message a few weeks ago saying that I was going in for a minor surgery, you thought I was going to get my boobs done since that is my birthday present to myself this year, but that isn't the case... (I wish it was!) I've been getting messages on here and on MySpace asking me how my procedure went and I just wanted to give you all an update so you don't worry and so I don't have to keep messaging everyone back.
In July I went in to get a new prescription for my birth control and was told that the nurse needed to speak with me before I was prescribed a different type. She said they had been trying to reach me since February to tell me that I had abnormal ascus cells on my cervix. I went in for a biopsy a few weeks ago to remove the cells so that they could retest them. (Not a fun experience.) They told me that since February, the cells had multiplied and warped, but that the tests would tell us what the next step would be. I thought everything was fine since I didn't hear back from them....
This morning my doctor, Kelly Dale, called me and told me I needed to call her back asap.
I called back and couldn't reach her, but she had left a note for the nurse to tell me that she scheduled a surgery for me on November 9th because they found high risk CIN-3 cells. These are pre-cancerous cells that can warp into invasive squamous cell cancer at any time, so they are sending my cells back in to get tested for cancer. I called my parents and they are freaking out a bit. My dad asked me if I wanted him to fly out and I said, "No, not yet..." My stepmom called my aunt who is a doctor in Denver and she is trying to get the pathology and lab reports so they can see how severe it is or how close they are to warping into cancer. Mel was the first person I called because I tell her everything and because I'm scared to death and she always makes me feel better.. I really do have an amazing family and best friend. So anyways, I've been on the phone all morning with my doctor, my nurse, my family (ALL OF THEM!) and Mel crying, getting information, arguing, etc. My mom isn't really supportive.. She says I need to be more proactive and get a referral to someone else so I don't have to wait until November, but right now I'm at a point where I need to let God take over and trust that He will lead me in the right direction. Thanks for all of your thoughts and prayers.. I really appreciate them. I'll let you all know if I find out anything else, but for right now we are just praying that the tests come back negative for invasive squamous cell cancer and we are praying that my surgery on the 9th goes well and we get rid of all of the cells so they don't have any more time to warp into cervical cancer.
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[20 Sep 2006|09:04am] |
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About 2 hours until I go under the knife.. Eeek.
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[05 Mar 2005|07:21pm] |
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wtf.
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It's all new... you know.
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